It’s Over: Ending 19 Wonderful Years in the Nursery Business


As anyone who has ever opened a small, home-grown retail nursery can tell you, the economic reality for such is straight out of the veteran horse gambler’s prayer: Lord, I hope I break even, I need the money.

So it went as we opened our Hidden Hill Nursery & Sculpture Garden 19 years ago on a hopeful wing, happy ignorance and a prayer. History was not in my favor. My obligatory role as a newspaper columnist had always been to make cheerful fun of capitalists, not become one.

Yet I had grown to love plants; a sweet addiction with no known cure – had I even been interested in one. I had eight acres of relatively open Southern Indiana land and an old barn, a modicum of plant knowledge and a yen for the nursery business.

I had growing connections to the specialty wholesale nurseries and companies that catered to the needs of we the possessed; tiny exotic hostas, glorious blooming shrubs, weeping trees, stone owls and fountains from which water fell in rhythmic wonder.

My plant enablers would be located in Tennessee, Ohio, Indiana, Illinois, West Virginia, North Carolina, the Pacific Northwest, and Wisconsin. They would supply me with the plants and owls and fountains unavailable at the local box stores, the very products for which my equally possessed customers would lust. Could our newly graveled parking lot contain the rush of customers?

My business, as I became much too fond of saying, was a hobby run amuck. It was mine. It would be free from those silly, too-constraining economic rules faced by other small businesses. Little thought was given to supply and demand, inventory control, balance sheets, insurance needs, digital knowledge, accounting expertise, employee payrolls, mandatory taxes, water bills, famine, pestilence, plant death and one-year-guarantee customer destruction.

We were off; our race begun. Our land – which included our 1860s farmhouse – became our retail nursery and living plant museum. It was soon home to Persian ironwood, ‘Wolf Eyes’ dogwood, weeping katsura, weeping ginkgo, weeping Alaskan cedar, balsam fir, Cedar of Lebanon, ‘Summer Chocolate’ mimosa, striped-bark maple and variegated zelkova. We sold and grew croton ‘Alabamensis,’ paperbark maple, sweet shrub ‘Michael Lindsey,’ sweetgum ‘Slender Silhouette’ and the lovely and historic Franklinia.

Our shrubs included bright-yellow kerria, pale-yellow weigela, purple beautyberry, red-berried deciduous holly, red-and-yellow berried viburnum, purple lespedeza, pale-pink buttonbush globes and feisty white bottlebrush flowers.

Our perennial selection offered Arum for the winter, moved on in spring to hard-to-find cultivars of hellebores, candytuft, pinks, astilbe, heuchera, phlox, iris and peony. Summer brought the more freaky cultivars; daisy, coneflower, coreopsis, hardy hibiscus, rudbeckia, geranium, bee balm and allium – with new echinacea cultivars showing up every 15 minutes.

Hidden Hill in fall

Fall brought helenium, Japanese anemone, Korean mums, asters, solidago, balloon flowers, caryopteris, sage, sedum and chelone. Then the Arum repeated itself; the plant parade come full cycle. We were all about fun and whimsey and plant knowledge and fine, hard-to-find plants.

On we rolled, year after year, but only open four days a week from April to October. Our fan base grew. Our eight-acre arboretum flourished. We added ponds, new gardens, music events, horticultural classes, whimsical art, theatrical art and beautiful, lovingly created art.

We created a full-sized door to our meadow; joking with our customers if they didn’t use it they would disappear the following Tuesday. People would come out to just wander our eight acres; happy to be there. We were happy to have them.

Our financial advisor, a good and sensible man who would hide a cash register from his mother if he thought it necessary, did understand and accommodate my passion. Yet he would annually peer at me over his desk and suggest a little more financial caution, perhaps more thought toward our old age needs, our true retirement, our bottom line.

Janet Hill, my wife of 56 years, my forever partner in life, our company bookkeeper and diligent gardener herself, would indulge me. We created “Janet’s Garden” in her honor, a circular, quiet oasis in the middle of our larger madness with fountain, flowers, bench, large antique containers and a dangling, yellow brugmansia.

In soft summer evenings, after all the customers had left, we would ride around in a golf cart. I would admire what we had created. She would look for weeds. Her mind also began to lean toward a patio home with several thousand fewer plants to water.

The years rolled on. We were able to recruit terrific help; we all became a garden family. In the winters we would visit those consonant-laden gardens shows – CENTS and MANTS – to check out what was new in plants, fountains and stone owls. In early spring I leafed through 500 pounds of plant catalogs.

I had no desire to get bigger – just better. We looked forward to March, the potting up of the new perennial cultivars, the latest in a ridiculous series of ninebarks, the newer dogwoods and redbud trees that would arrive bare-root and eager for their new lives.

All seemed good until it didn’t. We had our devoted regulars. But on our slower days I would drop by the local Lowes and see people lined up 10 deep at two cash registers buying plants – most of them already in bloom. I had to admit Lowes’s selections looked pretty good – even if it seemed the help was 17-years-old not really looking happy to be there.

We had created a 5,000-follower Facebook presence and a 2,500-person email list as our promotion materials, but it seemed the average age of our customers was about 86. Are plant geeks dying off? Do millennials plant anything besides herbs and lettuce?

We had slowly become a nursery better known than shopped. I kept running into people who would tell me “I have always wanted to go to you place” but never showed up. I continually had to resist the urge to fire back: “Well what the hell is stopping you?”

But it was never said with bitterness. I knew I was a lousy capitalist. I had always known my dream was not economically sustainable; the box stores were open seven days a week until 9 p.m. I wanted that early evening time sharing our land with my wife in a golf cart.

The bottom-line truth outed itself a few weeks ago as I went over our years of financial statements. It followed a 95-degree September afternoon in which Janet and I had spent hours watering needy plants in black plastic pots.

We are both 75 years old. We were tired. It was time to go. The financials showed our gross income was greater five years ago than it was in 2018. We talked it over, called it quits and looked ahead to more travel, more fun with friends and family, more selective use of our now sculpted land.

Sure, some maintenance is still required. But Janet could work on her quilts and spend more time with her church ladies. I could finish writing my children’s books, maybe finally write that first bad novel. We were at total peace with our decision – Janet perhaps even closer to ecstatic.

Our closure announcement brought an outpouring on genuine affection; hundreds of people sent messages or came out to tell us how much Hidden Hill had meant to them, too. One former employee – covering all the bases – brought us a six-pack of beer and a bottle of champagne.

The horse-players prayer has it all wrong. We did much better than break even. We have our family and a growing list of friends. We have our memories. We have the satisfaction and thanks that come with building something good together. We have already won.


  1. Your post makes me sad and yet, happy that you now will have time to invest in other fun activities. Nurseries like yours are a precious resource. While the Big Box competition does offer some nice stuff, they lack a soul, and while I do buy a very few plants at Big Box stores, almost all of my plants this fall will come from Mom & Pop online nurseries.

    I was given the opportunity a year or two before the Great Recession to become a partner in a small Mom & Pop nursery In Austin. (The son’s owner who was half partner wanted out.) I decided against it, and unfortunately after 8 or 9 years in the business, the nursery closed its doors due to the economy. It’s a tough business. I was extremely sad when that nursery closed.

    I wish you the best!

  2. Bob, all of those things you say about running a small business growing things are true–but especially your last statement. May you have plenty of healthy years left to enjoy your lives together!

  3. Your remembrances micic mine—a 25 year owner/operator of a smaller “mom & pop” nursery near Ottawa, Canada. We closed our nursery, after trying (but failing) to sell it, when I reached age 65 (I’m now 75). What I miss/missed most is the customer contact. My wife often “observed” that I spent a lot of time talking to people! Yes, I loved the conversations with our increasing-loyal customers—and those conversations were not always about plants! At nursery termination time, the Ontario government initiated a solar collector incentive opportunity. Down came our two production greenhouses and up went 42 solar panels in their place. We have been selling electricity to the grid for nine years now. No labour or admin expenses in this new “business”. Guess what! Our net financial situation is better with our solar “farm” than with the nursery. Yesterday we were part of a regional “Green Energy Doors Open” tour of enterprising and philosophically “green” members of our region. Our vegetable-producing gardens (we didn’t have those when we operated our nursery), solar collectors, two electric vehicles, indoor greenhouse, plus an acre of former “demonstration gardens” for the nursery were part of what stood us out from “others”. Hope your retirement is as stimulating as ours!

  4. Wonderful comments and suggestions for your creative future. As a retired Landscape Designer in NC I too miss the people contact the most. I had the fortune of amassing ‘an ‘army of friends and acquaintances that sustain my love of people. I have also been volunteering at the JCRA in Raleigh NC for well over 30 years. You don’t need a ‘best of luck’ send off because you and your wife are one lucky couple!!!!

  5. Bob, I hope your retirement does not include ceasing writing here. I look forward to your columns. If I had to summarize this column, I would entitle it “Reflections on a Life Well Lived.” I understand your frustrations with the big box stores; when I was a kid, I loved to have around the small greenhouse business in our little town. Mr Fryar, the owner, grew a lot of bedding plants for local feed stores, but he had a strict rule – if they bloomed he would dump them, because he knew that they would never perform as well afterwards. Now the rule is to sell them in bloom. Anyway, the very best wishes for your retirement.

  6. While I was not able to be a customer, may I thank you for your service to other plant dweebs like me. It’s a great habit and provides the means to know many, many amazing and interesting people. Cheers and success in your next chapter.

  7. Every plant nursery that closes is a disturbance in The Force, and l very much wish you had been near enough to my town so that I could have exercised my plant lust at your place. Very best wishes for a long and happy retirement.

  8. Best wishes on a happy and relaxing retirement! We’ll continue to support local businesses such as yours and buy from the Mom and Pop shops in our area and online. Each business closure like yours is a small loss in the plant universe.

  9. I have a feeling, this is very similar to what I will feel in a few years when I retire. Thank your for sharing! I love what you and your wife have created. You can very easily tell it contains your heart and soul. Very beautiful indeed! I wish you much happiness in retirement!

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